crush

In the name of Allah...

I like these kind of guy I met him when I'm in standards 4. That time, I was a new student but on my first day, I already had rumored with him. So, since I enter that class, I never talk to him. Maybe felt awkward or maybe I just hate him? He really make me annoyed with his face. I totally don't like him. Fortunately, when I'm in standards 5 he was not my classmate anymore.

But unlucky to me, when I'm in standards 6, we met again in one classroom. I sat infront of him. He treat me normally like the rumor never happen before but me in other side still act coldly to him. After a few months later, Im slowly forgot the rumored and talk to him normally.

When I'm form 1, we still classmate and now I sat behind him. You know how ridiculous he was? He really make me annoyed with his silly joke. How nice I am, I'm just pretended to laugh but sometimes I just smile
because his jokes were so non-sense ( -_-) But you know, he was really a good friends. Sometimes I can't stop laugh because his foolishness. We had similar interest and we even watched same kdrama like Secret Garden and Heartstring. And start from that, I'm slowly to like him (I found myself like someone who understand me) and to be honest, I had crush on him.

He was not bad afterall. He had a white skin and good looking. What I like the most is his smile. He has a good manner but in the same time he also a bad boy one. I rarely see he laugh out loud but you know, the way he happy were definitely catch your heart. He was so kind toward  peoples (especially to me hehehe ^___^v) but he looks scary when he mad (because he did to me once)

I think I don't have a much time to continued. Later ok ^____<

Happy new year

In the name of Allah...

Happy new year everyone. Hope you guys have good luck in this year and always being a better person than last year. Tomorrow I will start my school day. I don't know how to feel. Should I'm happy or excited or maybe sad? Hahaha confuse! And to be honest, I'm bit afraid come back to school. I don't know if I'm ready or not. I scare with judgemental people. But the things I'm sure, I really miss my friend!! Can't wait see them tomorrow. Now I realize how important them in my life. You know, without them I'm so boring and I feel depressed seriously. This holiday were so boring to me. I don't have entertainment. Especially when my house flood. That is a worst thing ever through this holiday. I even don't go for holiday. So sad, isn't it? But like they said,

 segala yang terjadi ada hikmah disebaliknya

Because of this disaster, I got help from the others party

 

I'm so happy got this voucher. Really Allah never stop give me His grace, Alhamdullilah. This morning I'm bought my school stuffs and now it's complete already. My stationery now complete!!

Tomorrow start my life as a student again. I hope this year I will be better. Please pray for me!

SBS Gayo Daejun reaction

There is a girl. She too interest with this guy. She just a normal people with a normal life. She is a student like a normal student. Everyday doing homework, study, reading and nothing special about her. But she has a dream. A very big dream. She want to be like this guy that she likes. This guy definitely not like a normal guy. He was so handsome, talented, charisma, popular, have too many fans and perfect from head to toe. She really want to be like him but she thinks that was really impossible.

In the name of Allah.....

Did you watched SBS Gayo Daejun yesterday? I don't watch it but I just checked update at my twitter. How you think about it? Do you like Sandara being MC? I think she was so perfect and talented.With her beautiful and charm, it makes her more adorable.

first half

 

 

 

second half

And when talk about my OTP I'm bit sad because there are nothing interaction between them in the event. Blame myself because I hope too much! But I don't care too much  because my heart was healed when I saw her being MC and saw many boys looking to her. Even Heecul keep eyeing Dara >.<

After SBS Gayo Daejun ended, GD posted a picture in his instagram. He with Xin at backstage and tweet "Ca......me.......ra" in his twitter. I don't know why suddenly he tweet that. I found it weird. Maybe he complaint about cameraman. Even Hyori tweet about camera too. I never though artist can complaint and unsatisfied about camera. Hahaha they are people too!

Sandara don't update any news on her twitter or instagram yet. Good! because I don't want her update it forever. LOL!

SBS Gayo Daejun

In the name of Allah.....

Do you remember about MAMA2013 I talked about? Did you watched it? I can't watched it for some reason. I know it's bit late to update about this but I can't help. I want update for my memory. kekeke. But to my disappointed, there nothing best about my OTP in the event. But it's okay because they take pic together with CL & Minzy at back stage. It's enough as long as they together even at back stage. Hahaha I know I'm the hardcore one.

And tomorrow don't forget to watch SBS Gayo Daejun! Guess what I excited the most? Sandara will be MC!!! Please allow me to scream!!! I can't wait to see Dara. I'm curious how she become MC. I'm curious how she will dress. And and and I'm curious, will she interview GD too? Hahahaha please understand how I feel!

can't wait for MAMA2013

In the name of Allah...

It's been a long time since I wrote this. Last updated on May an now November. Such a long period, isn't it? There are nothing I want to tell you right now. I just like to update hehehe.

By the way, do you know about MAMA2013? I feel giddy when think about it. If you ask me what my fandom, I am YG stan and of course I am VIP and Blackjack :) but I don't really care if my favorite group will win or not. I even never vote them cause I don't want to. I just can't wait see them in Hongkong. Wahhhhh! I can't wait until 22 November.

And besides, my OTP will coming too. GD and Dara. That's actually the one I can't wait. see them in one place such a heart warming. And not to say, 2ne1 will make comeback on that day. Missing You. Oh my God! If you feel what I feel right now.......................

GD tweeted a while ago, 'Off to Hongkong' make me more excited!! yahh~

Esok pilihanraya

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful

Rasa terbukak hati nak tulis entry kali ni. Esok dah pilihanraya. Pilihanraya macam raya pulak meriahnya. Kagum betul. Kakak aku tu sibuk ke sana ke sini sempena mengundi ni. Angkat bendera, bagi-bagi pamplet. Kakak aku yang kat KL tu dia kerja esok. Jadi kira-2 undi.

Aku tak sabar nak tunggu esok. Siapalah agaknya yang menang. INI KALI LAH ataupun LAIN KALI LAH?

He don't likes me

In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.

Oh! Finally~ It's rain now after truly summer weather! Praise to Allah. I feel more comfortable and cozy. This is grace! "Angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa menampar pipiku, melayangkan rambutku, menyamankan tubuh badanku. Begitu indah dan bahagia sekali kurasakan." Kehkehkeh

Ok, let's start hear my story. It's been along time since I write my entry. I'm so busy with my study. Ok, you can say I'm is a good hardworking student. Hahaha stupid liar! 

5 minutes passed.......

Arghhh I don't know what to tell with you all. But I still want to make one entry today. Ermmm I want to story you about my crush, can't I? Please read below =D

His named is Syafiq. He is cute little boy. I start have crush on him since in form 1 and if not mistaken in Jun. We are classmate. My friends said me and Syafiq can be a fit couple. We have a white skin. We are short. And they said we are cute. Hahahaha they are liar! I feel interest on him because we always discuss about korean drama, Secret Garden and Heartstring. We always have same interest. He likes Yong Hwa, Sungjae and G-Dragon, same with me. We always get fight to scramble them. Such a funny thing. Before, me and Syafiq are good friend. But now, not anymore.

You know what? It's because he gets know about my feeling towards him. My friend told him. He seem likes he don't care at all but the problem is me. I'm so shy with him. How can I act like nothing happen? He said he don't like me. My heart is so hurt. I want to forget him. I want to take away sense of love towards him. I'm try to far away from him but I can't. I can't stop to love him. Many ways I do to forget him. But I'm still can't. It's difficult because we are classmate. I meet him everyday, everytime, everywhere. 

I said to my friends that I don't like him anymore. Ahhh I'm so stupid liar. Because the true is, I'm still love him.