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</div>chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-92022794824511512892022-12-23T06:56:00.001-08:002022-12-23T06:56:01.915-08:00Mixed feeling of farewell10:08 PM, Ruang Tamu.<div><br></div><div>I don't know how to feel right now. This is what I really want to do all this time but now my heart feel all kind of emotions. Sad, guilty, all mixed up in my heart. Yes I'm really really sad to leave them all. I love that company, I love my job, I really love the peole there. I really really love it here. Everyone treat me so nice and positive too. Maybe because I know I will go, the time is near so I am little bit emotional and sensitive. </div><div><br></div><div>Even tho i'm really really sad to leave, I can't back off now because this the only perfect time and chance I will get. I know no matter how hard it is to leave now, I will regret later if I'm not going forward. I need to do this for myself. I need to move to another phase. I need to be brave to take risk and grab another opportunity. I need to leave even it's hard. I need be courage to change environment. I need to learn to leave something and start taking care myself. But i never know it would be this painful.</div><div><br></div><div>Yes it was too hurt and painful to leave πππ I know I'm complain and whining a lot about my working place but the actual truth is I love so much. I'm not sure if this just a syndrome but yes hurt is hurt! π</div><div><br></div><div>Why I leave? Let's figure out or make up a reason lol. First, you know how I always unsatisfied how people there always treat me like I'm not exist and unimportant (work wise. As an individual I really like them). And everytime it was like that, I can't help but to think I better resign and leave them. Second, consider how I always burn out and physically mentally tired because of traffic jam. Especially now they want to move office that even more far which like +15 minutes. Third, I'm afraid if I'm not moving forward now I will stuck forever in my comfort zone. It will be hard to move later on. To think that I'm stil young, I should take a lot of risk instead of staying in the same place for too long.</div><div><br></div><div>I should work hard more than before! While I'm still young, while I still can! Be brave! You can do it! Work harder! This is a time you can experience a lot of things, take a lot of challenges, learning and growth! Don't stuck in the same place over again and stay in your comfort zone! Growth! People comes and go, that's how it works. Don't be sad. Insyallah, there something better ahead.</div><div><br></div><div>So I already take a week of annual leave. On Friday I will send my resignation letter to my boss. It is what it is. </div><div><br></div><div>I'm sorry. That's the most word I wanted to say to my boss.</div><div><br></div><div><br></div>chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-2933179501598162812022-12-04T04:59:00.001-08:002022-12-04T04:59:58.824-08:00Time to rage my angerGenuine question, is it wrong if I refuse to give a hand when someone asking. Even if it's my sibling?<div><br></div><div>Today she ask me to help her washing ceiling fan and I refuse, I said I don't want. Why? Because I hella tired, my back pain, I had a rough week. I don't even want to do my laundry this weekend. Yes, i skip laundry this week. Both my mental and physical drowning. Pretty sure if I said I'm tired, she will not gonna take that seriously. Saying I always tired, I just give an excuse, I'm lazy. </div><div><br></div><div>She start to have beef with me because I don't wanna help. Again, is it wrong for me to refuse? </div><div><br></div><div>I want to talk about her a long time ago but I choose to keep silent because I'm trying to be patient but it seem like today is the day I will rage my anger.</div><div><br></div><div>Something about her, she doesn't to seem look at mirror too much. I mean she do look at mirror, always. But she doesn't seem to reflect herself. She barely to realize what people did is the reflection what she did to people. She don't like people condemned how her behave but that's what she does to me. She don't like people comment her choice, but that's what she did to people. She force me to follow where she want to go, but when it's come my turn to ask her company she give an excuse. It's okay for her to refuse if she don't wanna help, but get sulk if people do the same. Lying is just easy peasy to do. I see she's lying most of the time. She always give stupid remarks, but getting mad when people do. This one is always testing my patience. </div><div><br></div><div>She always want to get angry. People give this remark, get angry. People give that remark, get angry. Haa macam kau sorang je boleh marah. And I don't even want to talk to her if she gives me stupid and nonsense remark, I just ignore. Annoyed.</div><div><br></div><div>Also, she has this munafik side of her. Sometime she look like she's soft, sometime a religious girl, sometime a side of her very2 annoyed to see and I don't even know what to call that. Arrogant? Yeah arrogant it is. She have this side sometime she's so arrogant, even with her others sibling. Then, when she's with her friend she pretend to be easy going bitch. Sometime with me and mom she's a sullen.</div><div><br></div><div>Somehow this week I'm so tired to deal with her. Usually I just trying to obey and be patience but this week ain't it. Probably because I need to meet and deal with people like her also in my office. Someone who's got same birth year and immature behavior. Someone who doesn't act like her age. I realized that this week I'm not giving in to anyone. I just wanna care about me first. People will think that I'm selfish but I believe thinking about ourselves is not selfish. I'm tired to always care about people. I'm tired listen to people problem. I'm tired being nice. Being too nice is a toxic sometime.</div>chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-40904691277561699482022-11-05T19:16:00.001-07:002022-11-05T19:21:39.212-07:00Bad not always meaning bad9.30 am, tepi katil master room...<div><br></div><div>I don't know what to begin with because I don't really have anything to write. Actually I do, but when it's time to write suddenly my brain was blank. Tsk.</div><div><br></div><div>This week goes like usual, yeah I'm tired but survived anyways. </div><div><br></div><div>This week I go to office with my sister's car, officially. Because you know what, something extraordinary happen to me recently. I've said before this that my car always misbehave out of nowhere when I was in hurry. And it's happen again last week. I cannot start my car that morning. Yes, it always like that. Usually it will take 10-15 minutes until it finally can be started. Somehow, that morning I don't feel like trying that much and somehow it occurs to me, "Why don't I just use my sister's car and she can use my brother's."</div><div><br></div><div>So I just decide to stop trying. I take my my bag that I put on the passenger side, grab the car key and came out from the car. I go back to my house and find for my sister upstair. </div><div><br></div><div>"Sis, I want to borrow your car today. Unfortunately my car cannot start," I said hurriedly and go back downstair to take the car key. </div><div><br></div><div>Unofficially, I use my sister's car to go to office that week while I will trying again to start my car on weekend.</div><div><br></div><div>Fast forward, my brother (a mechanic) coming to my house last week. Since he was here, my mom inform him regarding my car and request him to check on it. So, according to him my car brake oil was TOTALLY DRY because got brake oil leaking! Everyone was surprised.</div><div><br></div><div>Imagine if that day my car didn't misbehave. Imagine if I didn't give up and manage to start the car's engine. Something terrifying might happen to me. Ya Allah I was so grateful. That car act mischievous for a reason lol.</div><div><br></div><div>So, officially this week I drive my sister's car to go to office until my brother can help with my car.</div><div><div><br></div><div>Also, this week my officemate who I'm a bit close to didn't coming to office because positive covid. My boss also didn't come for this whole week. I think my week kinda bearable ππ</div><div><br></div></div>chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-33032095321208539212022-10-27T06:21:00.001-07:002022-10-27T06:21:17.264-07:00Soon or later I will go7:56 pm, laying on the bed...<div><br></div><div>I don't know how long I want to keep up with this nonsense anymore. Sometime I think my boss care about me but most of the time actually he never care. Whether I'm in the office or not, I bring nothing. Literally nothing. I go to office as early as 7.30 am, arrive at 8.30++, seat on my table and getting ignored by everyone like I never exist until 5.30 pm, and go home spend 2 hours on the road, that's it! Meaningless. Totally meaningless. </div><div><br></div><div>It's not because I'm not proactive. It's because I don't feel like I've got superior there. I don't feel like people want me to belongs there. I feel Iike my boss never allowed me to engage with current project. I feel like my boss doesn't want me to involve on the project. Which I don't get it why. </div><div><br></div><div>As long as I know, all project that I handle previously get it done pretty well. All project were successfully deployed and barely got any critical issues arise. I take it that as success and i'm very proud of it. I just don't understand why my boss never ask me to involve with current project. This project was kinda a big project because we got from government. So I can't help but thinking that it was the reason why I can't participate. My boss not encourage me to participate because it was a big project. Is that it is? </div><div><br></div><div>From the very beginning, he never want me to involve. He not bother to ask me join the meeting, he didn't brief me anything about the project, he never explain. That is why I never show any interest on that project because they never include me from the start. I don't want to be involved at all. If they ever ask me about that project, I think I will really get mad. </div><div><br></div><div>I deserved to be angry. The time when he wants me to work together, he always brings up about team work. But when he exclude me from participate in the project, did he think of my feeling? At the end, I still need to work alone for other projects that have issue. Team work bs. Those 3 always missing at the office back then and I'm the one always been charged to solve any issue arise. And I think I handled it quite well. Problem that arise were solved but I doubt they even acknowledge my hard work. My boss never gave me any praise, never see what I'm doing behind his back, never see how I'm always giving my best. Yet he still talking about team work? Totally nonsense.</div><div><br></div><div>Many things I've done for company was overlooked. That time when I request to take one week break, I was denied. That time when I want to exclude myself from team lunch, I was not allowed. That time when I desperately want take a leave because of my mental health, I was being questioned. That time when I felt unfair treatment because others are allowed to not coming to office (for whatever reason) but I'm not allowed to. Yet, I'm trying being considerate. When my boss suggest me to come early to office, yet I still respectfully take his suggestion. I do come early to office. But what I get? Keep being ignored like I never exist.</div><div><br></div><div>I'm tired. I'm tired when my needs constantly being rejected . I'm tired being denied. I'm tired that my effort seems like never been appreciated. I'm tired to prove myself. I'm tired to make people understand. I'm doing my best for the company, but when I need mental health care what company doing for me? No, nothing cuz they never care. Just give me salary every month that's enough for them.</div><div><br></div><div>That's why I stop care for anyone. People don't care about me so I don't see why I need to care about people like I used to be. </div><div><br></div><div>When I feel alone in the office, I like to buy me chocolate drink. That's when I taste something sweet when everything feel so bitter. At least that's how I bear with what's going on.</div><div><br></div><div>I don't deserve to work in this company but I don't know how long I want to stay. I still can't find my way yet. I will keep be patience until I find my way. Please, be patient until then.</div>chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-44027674455033794162022-10-21T19:49:00.001-07:002022-10-21T19:51:16.097-07:00Do you even care?4.26 AM, On the sofa...<div><br></div><div>This post is not to aim my boss or anything. It just that I feel disturb somehow and I need to let it out. Okay I don't want this post to be so long so let's make it quick </div><div><br></div><div>Recently, this past few weeks (or months?) I noticed that my boss suddenly turn cold shoulder towards me. Okay, maybe he just not a friendly person but I never see him ignore anyone like he ignore me. Did I'm the one who's wrong? I can't help but to be bother by this or maybe it can lead me to stress!</div><div><br></div><div>On top of that, somehow he didn't seem to care of my needs as his employee. I'm not a prominent staff like others in the office I know and he's not totally disregard me too. If I state my problem to him, he do suggested me alternatives but it's more like, "I gave you solution and if you cannot take it, that's it." kind of thing.</div><div><br></div><div>First, I told him last time that I want to work from home for a week because I want to take a break from commute to work (After a lot of consideration and thoughts). I really half-dying due to traffic jam, and I really need that break! I really do. That's not the first time I told him about the worst traffic jam I need to face everyday, plus he acknowledged that situation and fully aware. Imagine to face traffic jam for 3 hours everyday. I was exhausted, energy drain, mentally breakdown and what I need is to take a break. </div><div><br></div><div>He said that I cannot work from home for a week, just take one day. He also said that maybe I should come to office earlier as that is one of my officemate is doing to avoid jam. Come to office 1 hour earlier. If he knows better, come to office earlier will not solve the problem. Traffic will remain jam it doesn't matter if it was early or later, as long as it's peak hours, road will remain busy. Nothing could change. So I just respond to him, "I will think about that again since it will not be easy to adjust." Probably that's my problem. I can't stand on my point to make it valid and then he just assume everything's okay with me. *sigh</div><div><br></div><div>To be fair, I <i>CAN</i> work from home it doesn't matter because in fact all my jobs can be easily done using laptop. No collaboration needed (maybe small2 one) because usually my existence in the office feel like non-existent so I don't understand the need of me to be in the office. Especially when my boss choose to exclude me from his list of existence people, I don't understand why he wants me to be in the office. Therefore, my positive mind took that as, "Maybe he wants me to assist the team if they need my help since I know business process better. Plus he may want to be fair for other employees too. It must be uncomfortable to give me that privilege." I do have positive thinking.</div><div><br></div><div>But the problem is he allowed other staff to work from home for a week but not me. It was justβso unfair. Others can but why not me?</div><div><br></div><div><br></div>chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-84639477890751362002022-10-13T18:56:00.003-07:002022-10-13T18:56:39.150-07:00When life gave me π<p> 9:07 AM, In the office...</p><p>I hate it when life playing tricks with me. The moment I want to change my life for the better, there must something coming out of my way. Okay, it's not always happening but still get on my nerves everytime.</p><p>For example, today. Today is Friday, a last day of the weekend. A day where my motivation strangely soaring. I wake up in the morning and getting ready to go to work, hoping that today will be a bless and peaceful day.</p><p>Oh ya, this week I was determined that I will go to work by 8.30 AM so I can came home early at 5.30 PM. Actually I want to clock in at 8 but I never make it because even 8.30 AM was so hard, I barely make it though. It just me against the time. This week everything went so quick that I was so hasty and hurried for everything. I basically need to rush to get ready, to take breakfast, to fueling petrol, to lunch, to dinner, and also when going to sleep (ya need to sleep early to wake up early). My mom also got dragged for my time-changing because she also need dashing to prepare breakfast. Now my sister also didn't bring lunchbox to office anymore since my mom cannot make it to prepare them. Yeah basically everyone was affected because of my determination to change. Somehow make me guilty. I'm working so hard for what?</p><p>Okay back to the story, I coming out from house quiet early around 7.20 AM. Since it's friday, I didn't expect for heavy traffic because supposedly friday was a calm day in the morning (different story when coming home). Road are clear and not very busy like usual. And then, when I want to start my car suddenly engine cannot start. I swear, it always happen when I come out early!! </p><p>After many attempts, tadaaa it can be started. But only after I wasted about 10 minutes. Now time is not gold anymore, it's freaking platinum card. Cannot be wasted even 1 second. Okay, that's first. Second, the road that supposed to be calm and clear on Friday, suddenly got heavy traffic. I was likeβ I'm so furious. I mean whyyy? Previous fridays not like this? That's why I said life playing tricks with me.</p><p>And I didn't manage to arrive office at 8.30 AM and late like 10-15 minutes which kinda upsetting for me. I hate it. It just me against the world.</p>chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-32047908346465689782022-09-30T08:41:00.001-07:002022-10-01T00:11:54.958-07:00Growing up just a tired process<div>Friday, 30 September β Lay down on the bed<br></div><div><br></div><div>Hi, before you start please play 'Peter pan was right' in the background :))</div><div><br></div><div>No, really tho. I currently on 23 and maybe it just right to be called young adult. Yeah I'm young adult now who just very confused and frustrated and disappointed and irritated for so many things that happened, angry and upset towards so many peoples. Confuse when things didn't go my way, frustrated to make an adult understand me, understand my need, understand my struggle, understand what I'm going through. So many things make me disappointed but yet just keeping all the things inside just because of the thought that I already grown up now, I should handle my own problem. I should control my emotion well. In fact, you just totally clueless and hopeless. Are that enough to sum up everything of being a 23 adult?</div><div><br></div><div>Ok wait now it occurs to me that I nearly will become 24 soon tho! All my misspend youth goes wasted, make me again βdevastated.</div><div><br></div><div>Let me summarize everything's that going on in my 23. After finish my internship at this company, I got an offer from the manager to continue as a permanent staff there. Ok that's great stuff. I didn't think twice cuz I know I need this job. I know it's not easy to find a job. I'm grateful, really. so I grab the chance and accept the offer. Ok that's good.</div><div><br></div><div>First day, I still remember, it's not a good start. My car broke down in the highway because of battery car problem. So I tell my boss I will come to office a bit late. Around 11AM like that I arrive, no one welcoming me and I just went to my table at the back and seat there quietly (I just happened to know my own table since I already doing internship there and I already know everyone, so no need for introduction. Okay that's fine)</div><div><br></div><div>My senior happened to not be in the office most of the time because of personal issue (mostly because her first-born daughter. She's a mother so need to take a great care of her daughter. Okay that's understandable). So my alternative is, to learn the job by myself. I study little bit, taking notes, revise the previous works, etc.. Not long after that, I remember that my sister was infected with corona and I need to work from home for a week.</div><div><br></div><div>Coming back to office, and as usual my senior not in the office. Everything's up in the chat. So this is when coming an emotional part. My boss ask to do some task which are really new to me (well being said I just new in the industry field). I've got no one to guide me. No one to ask. So I've got no choice and just ask my boss. I don't know if my question sounds stupid or what (well you can't blame me since no one told me how things going. Since intern), he irritatingly answer me like I some sort of dumb and noob kid. I was taken aback how he answer me. </div><div><br></div><div>Ok then I realized, is it because I just a new employee? I'm being looked down? I can't ask questions? Ok fine that's okay. </div><div><br></div><div>Waitβ I really really sleepy right now. Cannot even open my eyes. Bye, I'm going to sleep! Will continue part 2 when possible</div>chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-5790602350526780752021-11-11T21:10:00.004-08:002021-11-11T21:10:44.663-08:00A letter to little Fatin from 8 years ago<p> Assalamualaikum,</p><p>To: 14 years old Fatin</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Hello, I'm Fatin has turned to 22 years old. Basically will turn 23 years next year soon. So I come to my blog to visit my old entry again and oh my god my younger me are so cringe please πππ Sorry I can't even read your whole post cause I can feel second-hand embarrassment. Hahahaaha why the fuck that you so emotional dude? What if you friends have seen your post? arghhh I'm not even dare to imagine.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">So, I'm gonna tell you what I've been doing now. You gonna be shocked that 8 years later, the whole world gonna experience corana virus pandemic where everyone need to stay at home only. That being said, I have been stuck in the house for almost 2 years now π From my semester 4 until currently I'm in the middle of doing internship. Just work at home (well gonna back to office next week). Everyone should take a vaccine now to go anywhere. </p><p style="text-align: justify;">Nothing change so much, but I can guarantee you that I am more matured and grown up (and less emotional). I think I have become a better a person. Thank you for endure so much. People come and go.. and in that process I've experienced heartbreak. But it make me become wiser. Oh about the crush you talk about in 2013, I've totally forgot him already hehe. And yeah I'm still single and available.</p><p style="text-align: justify;">Oh there is one thing that didn't change. I still live my life as a fangirl lol π But instead of kpop idol, I start fangirling over malaysia badminton player. </p><p style="text-align: justify;">You know what I'm doing as I write this post? Well I'm working at home now π I think I want to start doing blog again.. because it's fun tho looking back again at your older post and mesmerized the memories (even tho it's really cringe)</p><p style="text-align: justify;">That's all. </p><p style="text-align: justify;"><br /></p>chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-12936054467607877132020-07-20T01:41:00.001-07:002020-07-20T01:41:42.382-07:00Fatin turn emotional (part2)Suggested song: O.When - How to Say<br />
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even when I'm really mad"</div>
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You don't feel the same,</div>
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and I can't let you go"</div>
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in the blink of an eye,</div>
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People I loved,</div>
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have come and have gone,</div>
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but the world never stopped,</div>
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Life was not easy,</div>
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and I still found my way,</div>
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through some nights filled with tears,</div>
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and the dawn of new days"</div>
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1. Jo-eun kkoom-kkuh!</h3>
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jo-eun kkoom-kkuh / μ’μ κΏ κΏ: sweet dreams</div>
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2. Sa-gwil-lae?</h3>
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sa-gwil-lae? / μ¬κ·λ? : Will you go out with me?<br />
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3. Joo-geul-lae?</h3>
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joo-geul-lae?! / μ£½μλ?! : Do you want to die?!</div>
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4. Gi-da-ryeo</h3>
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gi-da-ryeo / κΈ°λ€λ € : wait for me<br />
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5. Cheot-sarang</h3>
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cheot-sarang / 첫μ¬λ : First love</div>
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6. Jal-mot-haesseo</h3>
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jal-mot-haesseo / μλͺ»νμ΄ : I was wrong<br />
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7. Ahjumma / Ahjusshi</h3>
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ahjumma, ahjusshi / μμ€λ§, μμ μ¨ : an old lady, an old man</div>
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8. Babo-ya</h3>
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babo-ya / λ°λ³΄μΌ : You idiot, silly one</div>
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9. Bap-meok-ja</h3>
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bap-meok-ja / λ°₯λ¨Ήμ : Letβs eat</div>
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10. Seol-laen-da</h3>
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chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-85649138158222111022015-06-09T20:29:00.001-07:002015-06-09T20:29:17.004-07:00I got another mom !<div style="text-align: justify;">
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Last week I met my new mom. My another step-mother. Ah~~I just can't accept her. It's happened last week when my family went to Terengganu for wedding of my beloved brother. I know that she would come too and at first I didn't mind. Just then in Terengganu, I met her for the first time. </div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i>"Abah datang rumah sini?"</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i><span style="font-size: small;">"Kalau abah datang sini, Fatin nak naik dengan aba</span>h?"</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">I'm hesitate.I know she will there and I don't want to but I said,</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">And so there. When I'm riding with abah, I met her! At the back seat, my tears drop silently and quickly I wiping it. I recall the memories when for the first time I met my previous step-mother. She's died in accident. I don't feel anything but happy because I got a new mother. I really missssing her so much. In the car, I though "<i>she is the best step-mother in the world"</i></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><i> </i><span style="font-size: small;">During the way, I'm holding back my tears. Just how many mother I would have?</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">She invited me going to Klang for holidays. I want to go and stay with abah again. But you know, I can't bear with her even an hour, how come I can stay Klang for days? So, I refused. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">It's getting my nerve when seeing my siblings getting along well with her. Well I'm always left alone. Ahhh I'm so upsettt.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-size: small;">I'm actually someone who know to take care of my attitude with strangers but with her I'm somehow throwing tantrums. Sorry. </span></span><br />
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chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-79579621753249832172015-05-16T00:36:00.000-07:002015-05-16T00:36:01.846-07:00Time fliesIn the name of ALLAH<br />
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This is good time for writing.<br />Alone. Music. Silent. Feeling.<br /><br />...........<br /><br />I'm loner.<br /><br />This week I'm sitting for an exam. And I'm not ready. Not yet. Betullah masa tak menunggu kita kan. <br /><br />Everything somehow changed to me. I know what. And really miss it. Miss something missing. Maybe because time goes by. Faster. <br /><br />
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Hahahaha what happen to me? I'm happpy!!!<br />
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Stop it. Good bye. <br />
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<br />chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-544340467349304742015-03-14T00:40:00.001-07:002015-03-14T00:59:21.666-07:00Aku seorang manusia (random title)<div style="text-align: justify;">
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Yes today I'm willing to write again. <br />
Today I learn how to appreciate things in our life. Semua yang ada dalam hidup kita adalah nikmat daripada pencipta Yang Maha Agung. Namun manusia sifatnya lupa. Lupa nak besyukur dengan nikmat yang Allah bagi. Lupa nak ucap Alhamdullilah dan kadang-kadang lalai dalam dunia sampai terlupa nak tunaikan tanggungjawab kita. Leka dan hanyut.<br />
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Aku juga manusia. Tidak lepas daripada melakukan kesilapan dan kekhilafan. Setiap saat nikmat yang Allah kurniakan, aku lupa nak hargai dan bersyukur. Dan apabila nikmat tu dah hilang dari genggaman, mula lah diri sendiri tersedar dan kembali kepadaNya. Refers Al-quran again and <span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">prostration </span></span>to Him. <br />
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Aku suka menulis. Aku rajin menulis. Sebab dengan menulis aku dapat luahkan apa yang aku rasa. Aku dapat create story dan share with others. <br />
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Tipu kalau aku kata yang I don't need anyone in my life to share my sadness. Because I do need one. Yes I have many friends and I love them. But I choose to not tell anyone than knowing they didnt care. Didnt really understand about my problem. Maybe I over-thinking about that.<br />
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I express my feeling through writing. I never get bored of that. Dan sejujurnya, lepas menulis I'm feeling more better. It's feel like I was confess to someone.<br />
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Pernah tak sesiapa terfikir "What should I do with my life?" "What I would be when I'm truly grow-up?" "Boleh ke saye jadi manusia yang berguna dan berjasa kepada orang lain?" Pernah terfikir begitu? Actually I think that like everyday and honestly I become stress. Seriously aku nak jadi someone yang dapat bagi something for negara. Like seriously! When I learn tentang sejarah tamadun, orang pertama yang mengkaji zarah atom, orang pertama terbang (Ibnu Firnas) I admit they are great persons. I want to be like that. Maybe I can be a writer who can give benefits to others?</div>
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Nowaday, peoples keep complains and <span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">criticize</span></span>. If ada benda yang salah sikit, terus nak lemparkan kata-kata yang <span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">offensive</span></span>. Mentality rakyat Malaysia yang suka komplen dan komplen? Everyhing happen have their own positive side so why not we see in that side. Dan kita sama-sama lah baiki apa yang kurang. <br />
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And one thing, peoples kalau nak menegur memang cannot any <span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">gentle</span></span>. Ayat tu seolah-olah cuba nak membunuh dari dalam. To me, kalau kita menegur secara lemah lembut dan berhikmah, bukan ke seseorang tu lebih terkesan dan jadi lembut hati. Even Rasullullah pun bagi pendekatan yang baik dan seiring dengan akhlak yang baik.</div>
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<span style="color: #38761d;"> <i>"Hai orang-orang yang beriman, janganlah kamu meninggikan suaramu melebihi suara
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I'm not good peson too. Kadang-kadang, I always did something that make peoples hurt or offense without any intention. It's actually come automatically and after that I'm realized that I'm wrong. Like peoples know, when we are mad tired, <strike>hungry</strike> stress we can't think properly.</div>
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chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-60833944612121213242015-02-27T06:56:00.002-08:002015-02-27T06:56:33.324-08:00Chimney Sweeper<div style="text-align: justify;">
With the name of ALLAH....<br /><br /> Okay, first of all did you know what's the mean of chimney? Dalam bahasa melayunya bermaksud serombong. Normally they build this in country which face a 4 season. As you know when the winter came, they would flame the fire to warm their bodies and making the smoke existed. The function of the chimney is to getting out the smoke throught it. But gradually, there would be the soots in the chimney. <br /><br /> During 1700's and 1800's in England, this is why chimney sweeeper needed. For clear the soots so it didnt become solid and close the hole later. The sad thing is all the sweeper was amongst children between 5 and 10 years old and even younger is four. This is because their small bodies to get through in the narrow chimney. The owner of the building usually hired those children who was orphans or having a poor life. Okay now you think how hard for them to climbing for it in this such ages. They climbed it without any tools to use and it makes them always left injured. Yes it was very dangerous for peoples and not to say for kids. Isnt it was so cruel and brutal? <br /><br />Everyday, they would enter the narrow chimney using their small body. For your more information, there are many risks for them such as respiratory illnesses, getting stuck in the hole, choke and suffocated to death and so on. There rarely take a bath and okay, this is very sad story for me. For more information, here (<a href="http://www.wellerschimneysweeps.com/">http://www.wellerschimneysweeps.com</a>)<br /><br />To add for my sadness, the poem that created by William Blake, "The Chimney Sweeper"<br /><br />When my mother died I was very young,<br />And my father sold me while yet my tougue<br />Could scarcely cry "weep! weep! weep! weep!"<br />So your chimney I sweep and in soot I sleep.<br /><br />There's little Tom Dacre, who cried when his head<br />That curled likea lamb's back, was shaved, so I said,<br />"Hush, Tom! never mind it, for when your head's bare,<br />You know that the soot cannot spoil your white hair."<br /><br />And so he waas quiet, and that very night,<br />As Tom was a sleeping he had such a sight!<br />That thousands of sweeper, Dick, Joe, Ned & Jack,<br />Were all of them locked up in coffins of black,<br /><br />And by came an Angel who had a bright key,<br />And he opened the coffins and set them all free,<br />Then down a green plain, leaping laughing they run,<br />And wash in a river and shine in the sun,<br /><br />They naked and white, all their bags left behind,<br />They rise upon clouds, and sport in the wind,<br />And the Angel told Tom, if he'd be a good boy, <br />He'd have God for his father and never want joy.<br /><br />And so Tom awoke, and we rose in the dark,<br />And got woth our bags and our brushes to work,<br />Though the morning was cold, Tom was happy and warm, <br />So if all do their duty, they need not fear harm.<br />(For details about this poem, <a href="http://www.gradesaver.com/songs-of-innocence-and-of-experience/study-guide/summary-the-chimney-sweeper-songs-of-innocence">http://www.gradesaver.com/songs-of-innocence-and-of-experience/study-guide/summary-the-chimney-sweeper-songs-of-innocence</a>)<br /><br />But in 1864, the law was enforced to not use children as chimney sweeper anymore. This is to protect them to being victims of these unjustice. For those who breaking the laws they need to pay penalty. After of this law has make, Joseph Glass from Briston, England have created a new brush to clear the chimney more easier and use till today :))) <br /><br /><blockquote class="tr_bq">
"Maka pernahkah kamu melihat orang yang menjadikan hawa nafsunya sebagai tuhannya dan Allah membiarkannya berdasarkan ilmu-Nya dan Allah telah mengunci mati pendengaran dan hatinya dan meletakkan tutupan atas penglihatannya? Maka siapakah yang akan memberinya petunjuk sesudah Allah (membiarkannya sesat). Maka mengapa kamu tidak mengambil pelajaran?" {Al-Jaatsiyah 45:23}</blockquote>
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chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-12045333880480496562015-02-23T03:21:00.000-08:002015-02-23T03:39:29.413-08:00Got unlock pattern wrong !Bismillah ar-Rahman ar-Rahim...<br />
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I come back! Yoshh gua rasa nak jerit kuat-kuat sebab gua stress dengan henset kawan gua ni. Duhh semalam gua pinjam dia punya henset bawa balik rumah. Tapi lupa punya pasal, gua tak mintak pattern lock tuh. Then I try over and over again. Ha tadaaa ! It says too many attempts and I need sign in with google acoount. </div>
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You know, the problem is even I DEFINITELY type correctly it says 'invalid username or password'. What the.... Gua tanya kawan gua macam mana settle balik tapi satu-satunya jalan penyelesaian yang aku ada setakat ni cuma hantar kedai untuk reset segala-galanya. Really it's driving me crazy !</div>
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Gua kasi tahu dekat owner henset ni what did happened. And you know what her response? It's disbelieve sebab dia sungguh optimis sekali. Dia kata, mesti boleh fixed balik. Kalau tak boleh juga, hantar kedai jelah. I'm so realieved sebab tak kena marah dengan dia but at the same time gua rasa bersalah gila. Aduhai what a failure !</div>
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So minggu ni, I'll sit the exam. Tapi sebab dugaan ni, gua tak study pun. Huh ni baru sikit punya ujian jahanam kan henset member. Kalau dugaan lagi besar mungkin gua akan goyang macam dunia ni nak terbalik.</div>
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(Mereka yang menentang Nabi Muhammad) tidak ada lagi yang mereka tunggu melainkan saat kiamat yang akan datang kepada mereka secara mengejut, dan dalam keadaaan mereka lalai leka dengan perkara-perkara keduniaan. {Az-Zukhuf 43: 67}</blockquote>
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Pada hari itu, sahabat-sahabat karib setengahnya akan menjadi musuh kepada setengahnya yang lain kecuali orang-orang yang persahabatannya berdasarkan taqwa (iman dan amal soleh) {Az-Zukhuf 43: 67}</blockquote>
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<br />chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-70758019327976591662014-05-02T18:18:00.001-07:002014-05-02T18:18:10.443-07:00crushIn the name of Allah...<br />
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I like these kind of guy I met him when I'm in standards 4. That time, I was a new student but on my first day, I already had rumored with him. So, since I enter that class, I never talk to him. Maybe felt awkward or maybe I just hate him? He really make me annoyed with his face. I totally don't like him. Fortunately, when I'm in standards 5 he was not my classmate anymore.<br />
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But unlucky to me, when I'm in standards 6, we met again in one classroom. I sat infront of him. He treat me normally like the rumor never happen before but me in other side still act coldly to him. After a few months later, Im slowly forgot the rumored and talk to him normally.<br />
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When I'm form 1, we still classmate and now I sat behind him. You know how ridiculous he was? He really make me annoyed with his silly joke. How nice I am, I'm just pretended to laugh but sometimes I just smile<br />
because his jokes were so non-sense ( -_-) But you know, he was really a good friends. Sometimes I can't stop laugh because his foolishness. We had similar interest and we even watched same kdrama like Secret Garden and Heartstring. And start from that, I'm slowly to like him (I found myself like someone who understand me) and to be honest, I had crush on him.<br />
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He was not bad afterall. He had a white skin and good looking. What I like the most is his smile. He has a good manner but in the same time he also a bad boy one. I rarely see he laugh out loud but you know, the way he happy were definitely catch your heart. He was so kind toward peoples (especially to me hehehe ^___^v) but he looks scary when he mad (because he did to me once)<br />
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I think I don't have a much time to continued. Later ok ^____<<br />
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<br />chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-29613951739775403002013-12-31T23:36:00.001-08:002013-12-31T23:36:45.175-08:00Happy new year<div style="text-align: justify;">
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Happy new year everyone. Hope you guys have good luck in this year and always being a better person than last year. Tomorrow I will start my school day. I don't know how to feel. Should I'm happy or excited or maybe sad? Hahaha confuse! And to be honest, I'm bit afraid come back to school. I don't know if I'm ready or not. I scare with judgemental people. But the things I'm sure, I really miss my friend!! Can't wait see them tomorrow. Now I realize how important them in my life. You know, without them I'm so boring and I feel depressed seriously. This holiday were so boring to me. I don't have entertainment. Especially when my house flood. That is a worst thing ever <span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps alt-edited">through this holiday. I even don't go for holiday. So sad, isn't it? But like they said,</span></span></div>
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Because of this disaster, I got help from the others party<br />
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I'm so happy got this voucher. Really Allah never stop give me His grace, Alhamdullilah. This morning I'm bought my school stuffs and now it's complete already. My stationery now complete!!</div>
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Tomorrow start my life as a student again. I hope this year I will be better. Please pray for me!</div>
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Did you watched SBS Gayo Daejun yesterday? I don't watch it but I just checked update at my twitter. How you think about it? Do you like Sandara being MC? I think she was so perfect and talented.With her beautiful and charm, it makes her more adorable.<br />
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And when talk about my OTP I'm bit sad because there are nothing interaction between them in the event. Blame myself because I hope too much! But I don't care too much because my heart was healed when I saw her being MC and saw many boys looking to her. Even Heecul keep eyeing Dara >.<<br />
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After SBS Gayo Daejun ended, GD posted a picture in his instagram. He with Xin at backstage and tweet "Ca......me.......ra" in his twitter. I don't know why suddenly he tweet that. I found it weird. Maybe he complaint about cameraman. Even Hyori tweet about camera too. I never though artist can complaint and unsatisfied about camera. Hahaha they are people too!<br />
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Sandara don't update any news on her twitter or instagram yet. Good! because I don't want her update it forever. LOL!chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-17729474429397530112013-12-28T00:07:00.001-08:002013-12-28T00:07:12.677-08:00SBS Gayo DaejunIn the name of Allah.....<br />
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Do you remember about MAMA2013 I talked about? Did you watched it? I can't watched it for some reason. I know it's bit late to update about this but I can't help. I want update for my memory. kekeke. But to my disappointed, there nothing best about my OTP in the event. But it's okay because they take pic together with CL & Minzy at back stage. It's enough as long as they together even at back stage. Hahaha I know I'm the hardcore one.</div>
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And tomorrow don't forget to watch SBS Gayo Daejun! Guess what I excited the most? Sandara will be MC!!! Please allow me to scream!!! I can't wait to see Dara. I'm curious how she become MC. I'm curious how she will dress. And and and I'm curious, will she interview GD too? Hahahaha please understand how I feel!</div>
chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-81341822807666991312013-11-18T20:21:00.002-08:002013-11-18T20:32:13.825-08:00can't wait for MAMA2013In the name of Allah...<br />
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It's been a long time since I wrote this. Last updated on May an now November. Such a long period, isn't it? There are nothing I want to tell you right now. I just like to update hehehe. </div>
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By the way, do you know about MAMA2013? I feel giddy when think about it. If you ask me what my fandom, I am YG stan and of course I am VIP and Blackjack :) but I don't really care if my favorite group will win or not. I even never vote them cause I don't want to. I just can't wait see them in Hongkong. Wahhhhh! I can't wait until 22 November.</div>
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And besides, my OTP will coming too. GD and Dara. That's actually the one I can't wait. see them in one place such a heart warming. And not to say, 2ne1 will make comeback on that day. Missing You. Oh my God! If you feel what I feel right now.......................</div>
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GD tweeted a while ago, <i>'Off to Hongkong' </i>make me more excited!! yahh~</div>
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chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-73465062200823092132013-05-04T07:47:00.000-07:002013-05-04T07:47:10.767-07:00Esok pilihanrayaIn the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful<br />
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Rasa terbukak hati nak tulis entry kali ni. Esok dah pilihanraya. Pilihanraya macam raya pulak meriahnya. Kagum betul. Kakak aku tu sibuk ke sana ke sini sempena mengundi ni. Angkat bendera, bagi-bagi pamplet. Kakak aku yang kat KL tu dia kerja esok. Jadi kira-2 undi.</div>
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Aku tak sabar nak tunggu esok. Siapalah agaknya yang menang. INI KALI LAH ataupun LAIN KALI LAH?</div>
chocolate breadhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18206817259476434826noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-164080831032825080.post-29202647905304807082013-04-06T02:30:00.002-07:002013-04-06T02:30:56.177-07:00He don't likes meIn the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful.<br />
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Oh! Finally~ It's rain now after truly summer weather! Praise to Allah. I feel more comfortable and cozy. This is grace! "Angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa menampar pipiku, melayangkan rambutku, menyamankan tubuh badanku. Begitu indah dan bahagia sekali kurasakan." Kehkehkeh</div>
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Ok, let's start hear my story. It's been along time since I write my entry. I'm so busy with my study. Ok, you can say I'm is a <strike>good</strike> hardworking student. Hahaha stupid liar! </div>
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Arghhh I don't know what to tell with you all. But I still want to make one entry today. Ermmm I want to story you about my crush, can't I? Please read below =D</div>
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His named is Syafiq. He is cute little boy. I start have crush on him since in form 1 and if not mistaken in Jun. We are classmate. My friends said me and Syafiq can be a fit couple. We have a white skin. We are short. And they said we are cute. Hahahaha they are liar! I feel interest on him because we always discuss about korean drama, <i>Secret Garden</i> and <i>Heartstring</i>. We always have same interest. He likes Yong Hwa, Sungjae and G-Dragon, same with me. We always get fight to scramble them. Such a funny thing. Before, me and Syafiq are good friend. But now, not anymore.</div>
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You know what? It's because he gets know about my feeling towards him. My friend told him. He seem likes he don't care at all but the problem is me. I'm so shy with him. How can I act like nothing happen? He said he don't like me. My heart is so hurt. I want to forget him. I want <span class="" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps"><span class="" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps alt-edited">to take away</span> <span class="hps alt-edited">sense</span> <span class="hps">of love towards</span> <span class="hps">him</span></span></span><span class="hps"></span><span class="">.</span> <span class="hps">I'm</span> try to <span class="hps">far</span> <span class="hps">away</span> <span class="hps">from</span> <span class="hps">him but I can't. I can't stop to love him. </span></span><span class="short_text" id="result_box" lang="en"><span class="hps">Many ways</span> <span class="hps alt-edited">I do to </span><span class="hps">forget </span><span class="hps">him</span></span>. But I'm still can't. It's difficult because we are classmate. I meet him everyday, everytime, everywhere. </div>
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I said to my friends that I don't like him anymore. Ahhh I'm so stupid liar. Because the true is, I'm still love him. </div>
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My Sir sulk with us today because low of our respect. I feel very guilty. It's actually not my fault but my friend. She like interrupts ours Sir talking and act like she know everything. So, my Sir sorely. My Sir said, more or less like this, "Ini cikgu. Cikgu pun ada hati. Sekali cikgu sakit hati, tak berkat ilmu yang awak belajar. Jangan nak cakap cikgu <i>tounching</i> ke apa." I was shocked hear that. I don't think my friend deliberate to do that. That's she behavior indeed. Our knowledge will never blessing if teacher angry with us right? Not only my Sir angry with my classmate but my Geo's teachers too. Its all because they don't know how to care their mouth -_-</div>
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And this about Sivik period. Teacher ask me group with Luqman. Oh! What the hell? He is very naughty boy. I don't know what to do with him.</div>
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